Everyone wonders if you cut or have suicidal thoughts I can still be depressed and not want to die or hurt myself Everyone wonders if you're sad No one ever asks if you're happy
I thought I should write a happy poem Try to channel some positivity in my words Hopefully it gets to my thoughts and Finally my heart But I got stuck
Your legs are shaking And yet you stand And when you fall You try again I can't help This smile on my face As your small mouth opens Says my name Mommy" You say" The name you've given me And a small tear falls I am so happy
So im happy this is weird for me the first time Im awake in the middle of the night and not silently crying im smiling my face isnt use to this a part of me thought this wouldnt fit but it does I'm connected to God righted some of my wrongs can breathe again stepped out from the wrong now im in the light and i couldnt feel more right
I'm happy Not because everythings fine but because I'm alive, And life itself is hope enough! I'm happy because its a new day, I'm happy because I'm able to write I'm happy because I know people who love me I'm happy because life spent upset is wasted, I'm happy because no matter what happens to me,time brings all things to pass and life goes on.